It was a Saturday, the 2nd July 2011…this year is coming up to 9 years…
We woke up as usual; happy, smiling, doing chores together and shopping life was its usual routine.
This was a day of celebration for us. My husband, a builder was given the biggest contract ever to renovate houses in a derelict area of Liverpool.
The news of Caroline Flack has really hit home for a lot of us. We question what would have led her to this? We ask, why? Some of us would blame the media, some of us would say she is selfish but the truth is none of us truly knew what she was going through.
I did not know her personally but I sincerely pray that her family will find peace and know that they are thought of and prayed for. No one deserves to lose a loved one like this.
Love is patient, love is kind
Love is always on my mind
Love is faithful love is true
Love is what I give to you
Continue reading “Gods Love”
I hope my personal testimony will encourage and give hope to someone who may be in a dark place in their life at this moment.
A few facts about me:
- I’ve been in church most of my life
- I got married at the age 22
- I had 3 children by the age 33
- The marriage failed and I was left to raise my sons then 8 and 6, and my daughter 8 months old.
How many of us can really relate to the coined phrase ‘searching for love in all the wrong places’?
I guess this could mean different things for different folks (male or female) but for me this was a reality that I faced before wholly and solely giving my life to Christ Jesus nearly 11 years ago. This was a wonderful day after I had received healing from suspected cancer, but that’s another testimony that I will share another time.
More than once I have sat in the driver’s seat of my car first thing in the morning and been surprised at how misty it is. Only to realise the mist is not outside, it’s on my glasses!
The condition of the lenses on my glasses determine my outlook. If my lenses are not clear, the way that I perceive the outside world is affected.
Many people are describing this coming year 2020 in terms of ‘perfect vision’. However, we need to be aware of the things that impair our vision.
2 Kings 6:15 tells of Elisha’s servant, who looks out and sees the Syrian army surrounding the prophet and himself. The ‘fear’ lens caused him to despair. Elisha was able to view the same scene through different lenses! (read verses 16 & 17).
How can I move forward?
A New Year and the general consensus is that as we enter another year it’s ‘out with the old and in with the new’. We look back and take stock of the good, the bad, and maybe even the ugly. For the majority of us 2019 would have brought good things and happy times, but for some of us it would have also been accompanied by a measure of hurt, disappointment and struggles that would seem to threaten to overwhelm us.
I love socialising and being with my friends. I had a wide social network and well esteemed highly within it. The party, the club, the dance is where I loved to be. It’s where I could let my hair down amongst people like me, who just wanted to have a good time.
Growing up my mum and dad always told me about God and always attended church on a Sunday.
The one line my dad uses to repeatedly tell me and my sister growing up is ‘we walk by faith and not by sight’.
God has been good to me
I have been going to church all my life and got baptised at the age of 16. My journey has not been an easy one.
‘Heavenly Father, please just allow my Dad to make it through Christmas’
…that was my prayer in December. By January he had passed away, so I guess it’s now time to grieve right? Nope, now comes the rushing around funeral planning, going to work, supporting the family whilst also completing my studies. There’s no time to grieve, I’m too busy!
For months I was thinking about getting baptised but I kept trying to push the feeling away. There was an announcement in church in April about a youth camp and they were asking for deposits from people who were interested in going. I just ignored it because I had no intention of going but my cousin wanted me to go. Continue reading “It's OK not to be 'Perfect'”
Our journey began the evening of January 3rd 2019. My husband suddenly developed an excruciating headache, despite four hourly pain-killers, the pain would not ease. Approximately 48 hours later I took him to A&E, after hours of waiting, we were sent away with even more pain-killers and told it was ‘migraine’. Continue reading “The Battle is not yours…”